Meredith: Yeah, I almost died today. I can’t, I can’t remember our last kiss. All I could think about was I’m going to die today and I can’t remember our last kiss. Which, is pathetic but the last time we were together and happy, I… want to be able to remember that, and I can’t. I can’t remember.
Derek: I’m glad you didn’t die today. It was a Thursday morning, you were wearing that ratty little ‘Dartmouth’ T-shirt you look so good in, the one with the hole at the back of the neck. You’d just washed you hair and you smelled like some kind of…flower. I was running late for surgery, you said you were going to see me later, and you lean to me, put you hand on my chest and you kissed me. Soft. It was quick. Kind of like a habit. You know, like we’d do it everyday for the rest of our lives. And you went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.
Meredith: Lavender. My hair smelled like lavender…from my conditioner.
My name means strength. I was raised by gypsies. I am the granddaughter of pastors. I have a great love for my family. I miss growing up, but not enough to do it again. I often wish i were living in a different country....often as in yesterday, today and most likely tomorrow. I like meeting people...90% of the time. i quickly get bored with small talk. I like making people laugh but I truly appreciate when they take me seriously. I like sleeping outside. I value deep relationships. I desire integrity. I want to know what it means to be fully alive. I admire those who already know. I love the word freedom. I pray for courage. I hate complacency. This is merely a page of my random, heart-felt ramblings. I am not perfect, but rather on a journey....a journey of life.