white picket fence included

Someday I am going to fall in love with a man, marry him and live here.

And they lived happily.... forever.

just for a day...

Today has been one of those days where everything from the last few weeks has seem to have caught up. Today is that somber day where I sit back and wonder what the heck am I doing here? Like a hamster in a wheel I feel like I continue to walk around and around in circles and the only way I know Ive walked this territory before is that I see the notes, from myself, promising that I would never again be here. But somehow I am.

I don't know if its a mixture of exhaustion and lack of time but today I woke up, looked at my reflection in the mirror and felt like I have lost all direction, not vision for those without vision perish, but I guess in many ways I thought my life would look different than it does.


Do you ever feel like we are always waiting for something. treading water until he notices you. Killing time until the wedding. Waiting to buy a house or have a baby. Just waiting waiting waiting????

I need Ecclesiastes 3:1-15 to hit my stubborn, over thinking, slightly obsessive compulsive head, as I remember once more that there is a time to search, and a time to give up as lost; A time to keep, and a time to throw away.

And then I think I need to sleep, rest and know that He is God..

The foreign Holiday

If you've never felt your ribs pushing against your skin.

If you know when you're next going to eat.

If you slept under a roof last night.

If you know how to use a computer.

If you can see this picture.

If you can read these words.

If you know someone you can share this with.

...You have a lot to be thankful for.

something new

Learn four new things everyday. Something about yourself.

Something about the people you love. Something about the world.

And something about a stranger.

I felt special!

How amazing are these roses. They were delivered to my work before I started and although it took me awhile to figure out exactly who sent them, I couldn't remove the big dorky smile off my face all day long! My friends in relationships were upset that their sadly single friend received more on this blessed day!

My faith in love has officially been restored!

Dear 'Santa', no material things this year, just this feeling please?

~

Have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them wonder why you’re still smiling.

-elizabethtown